Jumping off (flying) a cliff cost me a lot, and is still costing me... that was one bad trip I couldn't/can't wake up out of it.
Sounds like you were on datura.
Imagining one can fly and attempting to prove it is quite common with that gear.
Some interesting books I have read on various drugs.
My personal experience has been with alcohol, thc, psycillisybin (spelling?), valium and pepinol pills (isseud to ex convicts in NZ to counteract side effects from withdrawal of fluvenezine).
Still a regular beer drinker and occasional toker.http://psypressuk.com/2010/05/23/literary-review-%E2%80%98exploring-inner-space%E2%80%99-by-jane-dunlap-adelle-davis/
johnallegro.org/books/sacred-mushroom-and-the-cross-1970/
www.prismagems.com/castaneda/
a big factor for me to steer away from narcs is that ive been involved 1st hand on overdoses of 2 people i know, 1 died. another 2 died indirectly from smack causing weekness of their hearts, and another close mate necked himself in a tree in a public area years ago who triggered and increased his depressive problems beyond help.
wasnt going to mention this stuff but theres more to it than just the drugs directly doing damage right there and then. only 2 of these persons was a heavy user. 3 were women.
i personally dont care about the drug debate but i have known way more people that have taken there life over broken relationships and money troubles than the ones over drug issues.
yeah, some use and abuse to compensate for issues. just a matter of the line of use and abuse i guess, no matter what the substance.
some chew chalk, some food and others drug of choice.
i abuse a family block of dark rum/raisin chocolate every time i have a 'major issue', like when some smart ct overtakes me.